November and December has always been a hard time for me because my mom and grandma both passed around the holidays. This year has been particularly rough. I never thought I would bring in my 40th birthday without them nor go throug other things without them but here I am. It completely broke me down. I’m not gonna lie when I say I’m heart broken that they are not here and sometimes alone. It’s hard out here. The holidays are just not the same anymore. I’ve been down a lot this month but I continue to stay strong. Sometimes I don’t feel as strong as I look. A breakthrough is coming I pray to God soon. I don’t know how much I can take honestly.
This is a short post today, I could use a hug today for sure but it is what it is.